люди могут теряться очень неожиданно.
может быть, скоро я забуду всё.
время стремительно уходит в этом, в общем-то, без_эмоциональном мире.
ощущение сепарации возникает сотней невидимых стёкол где-то на уровне неба.
то особенное, осеннее.
как и несколько сигарет, сломанных в пачке.
дождь начался вчера и сразу стало холодно.
что станет потом - безразлично.

P.S. у Linkin Park'а есть песня, которую я считаю как минимум гениальной.
Под катом -

In The End

It starts with one thing
I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme
To explain in due time
All I know
Time is a valuable thing
Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings
Watch it count down to the end of the day
The clock ticks life away
It's so unreal
Didn't look out below
Watch the time go right out the window
Trying to hold on, but didnґt even know
Wasted it all just to watch you go
I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

I tried so hard
And got so far
But in the end
It doesn't even matter
I had to fall
And lose it all
But in the end
It doesn't even matter

One thing, I don't know why
It doesn't even matter how hard you try
keep that in mind
I designed this rhyme, to remind myself how
I tried so hard
In spite of the way you were mocking me
Acting like I was part of your property
Remembering all the times you fought with me
I'm surprised it got so (far)
Things aren't the way they were before
You wouldnґt even recognize me anymore
Not that you knew me back then
But it all comes back to me (in the end)
You kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart
What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when

Chorus

I've put my trust in you
Pushed as far as I can go
And for all this
There's only one thing you should know.