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Now I think, that this innuendo is to be stopped, and will be continued further, hope that then it will have some other key and direction, than herein did I put my thoughts...
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Sorry I am for writing til` Thou in Enghelsc, especially somewhat distorted, but hope I do, that thus will my thoughts flow better... For herein do I perform my _!third!_ attempt to write at least something. "Genus epistolaris scriptum" hath started its decadence in me lately... And I consider all my letters some kind of art (excluding these, that contain only tecnical information) — this is the reason for writing and woking them out being such a hard task.
What do I write? What do we talk about? <...> I`ve been _transferring_ to my ex-correspondent my thoughts in my epistles (a.k.a. e-mails). Now I still see neither these possiblities to talk freely, nor do I know how to talk... I came to the very start. Thus think of this letter as of some sort of expression of inner self of me.
Canst Thou tell me more about what dost _Thou_ wish to find or have in Thine life? Thou asked me about it, and recieved quite a strange answer, say, obscure and nebulous... Had I enough time to think over my answer? - nay. Thou hereafter hast enough.
Thereat I tried to explain, but verily do I say, that this question from Thine mouth sounded somehow shocking and straight into the front. In a while I will be able, maybe, to dwell better on the topic, but actually, I haven`t got any kind of a matherialised and strongly perceived idea about the answer for this quest. It looks like a "perrenial quest" for me... Still I`m searching, still I`m not really sure, though (better say, while) everything seems to be solving itself... But nevertheless, I would like and appreciate greatly to hear from Thou the answer, or at least some kind of dwelling on the question asked... Cross-examination?... Anyway.
One more thing is intention and existance of such. And here I find begraven next my question. This one is of some particular interest for me, though, Thine Magesty may consider it strange... or whatever... This is not a question to be answered straightforward, though I would like to receive once some response. Maybe this question is somehow too strait and too premature, and maybe it is somehow strange and ghastly?, disgusting? Nay? - Hope and joy. Yeah? - Hell onto me. Dost Thou act intentionally or dost Thou not, in other words, dost Thou bear any kind of intention, e. g., towards Thine obedient servant or Thou just art on the way of searching for something. <упущено за конфиденциальностью> Or this kind of questions is closed to Thee? Depending on Thine involvement in Arts. Actually neither am I (if Thou art not), but recall something, this I call "presque-vu". But hope all of them are just an error...
Doesn`t it look a bit dumb and boring, does it? For me - does, but, somehow and however, I hope that it doesn`t really look that for Thou. I think that it is a kind of shock, caused by the change in the life and communication experience of Thy obedient servant, that My Hallowed Commandant, Mademoiselle and Thy-Marcial-Beauty-Manifested-From-The-Element-Of-<...>(this way representing the <...>, hope Thou rememberst who is <...> ) brought into my life.
Hoping to hear from you,
My greatest Respect, and lots of other feelings that Thou hast vim to bring onto my soul, heart and mind,
Thy obedient servant and ... ,
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