Готовлюсь к английскому. Ещё одному.И дёрнул их чёрт устроить 2 экзамена в 1 день! ошизели....
готовлюсь к Англ. яз, поэтому и мысли переключены на английский.


When you succeed in something, this means that you did something better than others. But in fact, you are trapped in your success, cause next time you try – you have no right to fail. Impossible. Nervous.

Sportsmen would know what I mean. When an athlete wins a championship – he’s way up high. However, next year he has to prove to all people and himself that he can do better. So, what am I trying to do? Live up to the expectations, or just hang on until I feel I cannot keep up with success?

So, I won 2 times, the 3rd time I failed – and of course there were people who told I hadn’t tried hard enough, who couldn’t understand the whole thing and were ready to blame me for insecurity. What the ….? Whatever.

All this is ability to work under pressure. After the failure I won 2 times again, and I wonder if my luck will be with me on this last, very important day. Got no time to do anything. Have no fear whatever, just curiosity.