Настроение сейчас - So soOh, baby, you lose people) Oh, don`t even know whether to rejoice me. No, of course I never wanted to lose the best friend. But it's complicated. But if you think about it, no problems there. She thinks she is right, and I was dead for all these regrets. I miss her, but that's just a feeling that over time will disappear. Yes, I love her, but if I had someone told her that she is missing me, I would have really changed all that. And I see that she has many friends and this stops me.
Education ... I can not bring myself to this direction. I want to self-development. I hate the pressure, I'm just dying from it.
Friends ... when your interests are compared with the asphalt - have to give up on people. I have myself and is the main thing. because everything in my hands. I have a goal. I have them implemented. Don`t care if for my own friends I'm inadequate. Then all will be. But I love them, just do not like them because they infringe on my love of all that they do not understand or are afraid.
Sometimes i want to take the drug. Shit.
I wanna lose weight. Mommy scream on me because of this.
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