Captain Fantastic!!!!!

I am fed up! I'm done! I fucked up!

I am that lazy jellyfish to grow wider and uglier. Dare you say I'm perfect!!! Dare you!! I don't believe you at all. I DO NOT! They are so successful and perfect around you, don't lose'em. That weird men's attachment to ones who'll never look at them, not only once.


At least, I have some brain. I hope so. Hmm, I'm just trying to.


Need to lie on the dirty floor junked up in absolute loneliness, having got high without a thought...

Take all my loves, my love, yea, take them all;
What hast thou then more than thou hadst before?
No love, my love, that thou mayst true love call;
All mine was thine before thou hadst this more.

Then if for my love thou my love receivest,
I cannot blame thee for my love thou usest;
But yet be blamed, if thou thyself deceivest
By wilful taste of what thyself refusest.

I do forgive thy robbery, gentle thief,
Although thou steal thee all my poverty;
And yet, love knows, it is a greater grief
To bear love's wrong than hate's known injury.

Lascivious grace, in whom all ill well shows,
Kill me with spites; yet we must not be foes.