Today I was thinking about my current relationship for the whole day. I have an amazing boyfriend, that I really love and I consider him as my true love. I seriously mean the one and only thing. I've been in love a million of times, been in a long term relationship back in Russia and even been engaged here, in Australia, but that was quite silly of me.  Every single previous relationship was different. from this one, sometimes even think I never really loved before. I mean really genuinely loved. Back in Russia I had a decent relationship with a guy from a town I grew up in, but it was not love, I never considered him as a person I want to spend the rest of my life with and never took all his bull shit seriously. I might not been ready or maybe he was the wrong one. He was my first serious boyfriend and we don't speak anymore. I don't mind, even though I prefer to keep friendly connections with my exes. Here in Sydney, I mostly dated musicians as that's the industry I work in so it makes sense. Musicians are weird and unstable, so mostly those relationships were just flings and hook-ups, before the bass player I was engaged to. He is kind of a big deal in Oz, but I'm glad we realized that we won't be able to keep a relationship normal with all of his traveling and groupies. 

After that I promised myself not to date boys in bands. I met my man on a gig, I liked his band mate and my flatmate and best friend here liked him. He is a sound engineer and a producer as well as a session drummer, so he doesn't have a band! Works at Sony and records big bands:) Well, at least he is NOT in a band and he doesn't have to leave for tours and stuff. 

This is weird, I know. But I guess it was fate. Now we are together for almost half a year already and can't imagine our lives without each other. Making plans for future and moving in together. He knows everything about me and I know everything about him. We are ridiculously happy and looking to start a family together, I'm sure he is the one I want to spend the rest of my life with. 

I wish this Valentine's Day, everyone would find their other half and start something new and amazing this year!!

xx