You know, fortunately, I found myself. I will be a musician, play the guitar in the group, sing a little and this would be fuckin' awesome!
Secondly, I'll improve my language. I will apply for a place under the sun in Central European Univercity after my graduation here. Well, this time period of 4 years asks me to work hard! And I will.
I bet I will play every day and read books in english!
Go, my sweatheart, you are free again!
And no other thoughts could bother me :)
Even you.