i am not gonna write in russian, because i forgot it. i cannot speak my native language. it feels weird for me. looking through my 25 gained pounds i start seeing another person. this person scares me. i became too sensitive. i am afraid to go back home, because i am afraid nobody will accept me.
i miss my dudes a lot. i miss them as bad as my mommy.
i read all your stuff on li.ru, nini. i cannot wait to see you.
but i am just writing this post to say "i will be here soon, guys, i love you, hope you still love me<3"
ps. dont use google translate