Alone in Hell
27-03-2008 02:02
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illusions.. and dreams... they keep following...
incredible... in the past I see things that happened not so long ago..
am i afraid of'em..?
am I dead?
I'm writing these lines to remember. The pain.
I am not afraid of it. I was born in this Hell.
And already got used to it.
Just remembered how I lived long ago.
Before they broke my soul.
May be somebody will understand it all.. Understand why? Angel..?
But truly saying I doubt it. It's nonsense for the people of the real world..
Good thing weather has changed. I saw lightnings in the air... Felt the magic. Felt the power.
And it was beautiful...
But now.. don't care.
I'm just half way done. Page 507. Time 18:31.
There was not the only kiss. They spent together a week or so..
And they WERE kissing.
This was another hidden truth. By her lips.
It blinds me. But I still can hear. And thus, can fight.
The game.. The spectral realm.. The game of cards...
This is also a trace of the past. Getting paranoid.. Or.. Was I always like that..?
It was hard only in the beginning. But now I got used.. and I like it all.. This is my home.
They say, once you've seen Hell, you can't come back. But they are wrong.
I just don't want to...
Page 514. Time 18:46. Voice is becoming lower...
"I don't trust his words"... is what I was thinking up to this moment.
But what if I was wrong? What if his friends were saying the truth? What if their love was the best of
all...?
And I. Ruined it.
His words are so brilliant. He's trying to be so kind.
And she's accepting it so easily.. She is shy!
How long is gonna last?
Oh damn...! Can't laugh any more, demons are stronger..
Page 528. Time 19:00.
Missing events. Have to ask later...
Page 532. Time 19:04.
I can't believe it! He's tricking words!!!))))))
He's mistificating playing the role of his mother...)))))))
Dirty trick! Bastard...!
How can a shit like that write such beautiful words...?!
And mistakes are the same. He was trying to put points at first, but then the style came back to senile one.
Angel... you're so naive...
Oh god... This world... or that one... so cruel.
He's using the same trick.. Creating illusioned links... She is making her to be with him through the
others...
Like he was trying to expell me from her life..
P.S. His life story is also a lie, deshou?
Page 545. Time 19:20.
Missing events again...
But at least, that's true. She broke up with him. She.
Now I see. She's really strong.
After all those illusions which she believed, she said him goodbye.
Happiness is what she values the most...
I was so wrong about you, angel... So wrong. I'm so sorry...
P.S. The book about Klaud...
Page 564. Time 19:37.
He was using tears. Damn...
Just thoughts...
You are sincere... You are strong... You are divine...
You are the angel of Sunshine...
Page 578. Time 19:58.
She's sent me a message. She didn't forget about me... Even in this Hell...
I love her. No matter what. She's my Goddess...
But a message back is lacking by time... Anyway, I thank you, dear..
Page 580. Time 20:17.
Time to change myself. I don't wanna be like Will or Asmadeus or whoever else you've got there in the
past...
I wanna be Raziel, Night Raven. I wanna be myself. Like it always has been before.
Want to love you, do love you, hold you, kiss you... Forever....
I promise...
But the Hell is still here. I've to walk this up to the end.
Soon...
I understood the right side of the Scales.
The riddle is solved. Time to get out of here.
Page 591. Time 20:37.
She was kissing them, because of a true soul, because of pitiness...
But those kisses were not sincere. Not passionate.
She was sad... Because the heart always longed for another one...
It's cruel. You went all through this Hell, alone...
For me... I lack words...
I'm so sorry.........
Page 607. Time 20:55.
"Возможно, в этом мире ты всего лишь человек, но для кого-то ты - весь мир."
"Не плачь. Потому что это закончилось. Улыбнись, потому что это было."
"Не прилагай столько усилий, всё самое лучшее случается неожиданно."
These are not rules. Just quotations...
Nevertheless, sometimes they are true.
Page 614. Time 21:00
This is getting fun)))
After all this he's just a slave of the instinct))
Wishing us to brake up... Grrrrrrrr.... The beast is changing forms.
Tiger or Wolf?
Ah, yes.. The Raven.
Page 622. Time 21:14.
This Hell.. He's torturing you!!!
My God... I want to destroy him...
My angel... What have they done to us... Why...
Page 623. Time 21:16.
This all reminds me a tale about the bored shepherd and the wolves...
Page 670. Time 21:49.
You are always seeking the best of the people...
Even when they hurt you, you want to remeber good.
I just can't let you fall into something like that again.
I've got to protect you. You are mine. Forever.
Page 682. Time 21:57.
This moment... The moment which could become our truth...
Has it been all lost forever..?
Raziel, you know the answer. There is no way back...
Page 691. Time 22:10.
Your world.. Forgive me.. For not being able to save it for you.
Page 709. Time 22:25.
Humans are weird things. They have weird bodies, that goes against the soul.
Will I ever be able to understand mine..?
I don't want to. I love you... Save me...
Guys... Why did you do all this? Why did you..?
Page 730. Time 22:42.
Necro, huh? Oh well.. I haven't seen his traces in Hell...
C'moon... I'm tired of this..
Daskete....
Page 751. Time 22:53.
Cool. Every word, every thought. He pointed it all the other way round...
Adding some of His words...
To see what you want to see.
To make believe what you want to believe.
To destroy the world of heaven... Piece of shit...
If only I could face him again.
But crap.. it's all so filthy.
DASKETE!!!
Page 782. Time 23:21.
We quarelled again. Kill me.
I don't understand this. I'm always wrong...
MINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Answer me...
Page 857. Time 23:37.
You stayed strong. Even when everything was down. For me...
And I... I am so...
Stop it. Time to come back.
It's goona be a new world.
I promise you.
I love you. My Angel.
Time 23:50.
It's over. The Hell is over. Forever.
Love and beauty. Nothing more from this on.
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illusions.. and dreams... they keep following...
incredible... in the past I see things that happened not so long ago..
am i afraid of'em..?
am I dead?
I'm writing these lines to remember. The pain.
I am not afraid of it. I was born in this Hell.
And already got used to it.
Just remembered how I lived long ago.
Before they broke my soul.
May be somebody will understand it all.. Understand why? Angel..?
But truly saying I doubt it. It's nonsense for the people of the real world..
Good thing weather has changed. I saw lightnings in the air... Felt the magic. Felt the power.
And it was beautiful...
But now.. don't care.
I'm just half way done. Page 507. Time 18:31.
There was not the only kiss. They spent together a week or so..
And they WERE kissing.
This was another hidden truth. By her lips.
It blinds me. But I still can hear. And thus, can fight.
The game.. The spectral realm.. The game of cards...
This is also a trace of the past. Getting paranoid.. Or.. Was I always like that..?
It was hard only in the beginning. But now I got used.. and I like it all.. This is my home.
They say, once you've seen Hell, you can't come back. But they are wrong.
I just don't want to...
Page 514. Time 18:46. Voice is becoming lower...
"I don't trust his words"... is what I was thinking up to this moment.
But what if I was wrong? What if his friends were saying the truth? What if their love was the best of
all...?
And I. Ruined it.
His words are so brilliant. He's trying to be so kind.
And she's accepting it so easily.. She is shy!
How long is gonna last?
Oh damn...! Can't laugh any more, demons are stronger..
Page 528. Time 19:00.
Missing events. Have to ask later...
Page 532. Time 19:04.
I can't believe it! He's tricking words!!!))))))
He's mistificating playing the role of his mother...)))))))
Dirty trick! Bastard...!
How can a shit like that write such beautiful words...?!
And mistakes are the same. He was trying to put points at first, but then the style came back to senile one.
Angel... you're so naive...
Oh god... This world... or that one... so cruel.
He's using the same trick.. Creating illusioned links... She is making her to be with him through the
others...
Like he was trying to expell me from her life..
P.S. His life story is also a lie, deshou?
Page 545. Time 19:20.
Missing events again...
But at least, that's true. She broke up with him. She.
Now I see. She's really strong.
After all those illusions which she believed, she said him goodbye.
Happiness is what she values the most...
I was so wrong about you, angel... So wrong. I'm so sorry...
P.S. The book about Klaud...
Page 564. Time 19:37.
He was using tears. Damn...
Just thoughts...
You are sincere... You are strong... You are divine...
You are the angel of Sunshine...
Page 578. Time 19:58.
She's sent me a message. She didn't forget about me... Even in this Hell...
I love her. No matter what. She's my Goddess...
But a message back is lacking by time... Anyway, I thank you, dear..
Page 580. Time 20:17.
Time to change myself. I don't wanna be like Will or Asmadeus or whoever else you've got there in the
past...
I wanna be Raziel, Night Raven. I wanna be myself. Like it always has been before.
Want to love you, do love you, hold you, kiss you... Forever....
I promise...
But the Hell is still here. I've to walk this up to the end.
Soon...
I understood the right side of the Scales.
The riddle is solved. Time to get out of here.
Page 591. Time 20:37.
She was kissing them, because of a true soul, because of pitiness...
But those kisses were not sincere. Not passionate.
She was sad... Because the heart always longed for another one...
It's cruel. You went all through this Hell, alone...
For me... I lack words...
I'm so sorry.........
Page 607. Time 20:55.
"Возможно, в этом мире ты всего лишь человек, но для кого-то ты - весь мир."
"Не плачь. Потому что это закончилось. Улыбнись, потому что это было."
"Не прилагай столько усилий, всё самое лучшее случается неожиданно."
These are not rules. Just quotations...
Nevertheless, sometimes they are true.
Page 614. Time 21:00
This is getting fun)))
After all this he's just a slave of the instinct))
Wishing us to brake up... Grrrrrrrr.... The beast is changing forms.
Tiger or Wolf?
Ah, yes.. The Raven.
Page 622. Time 21:14.
This Hell.. He's torturing you!!!
My God... I want to destroy him...
My angel... What have they done to us... Why...
Page 623. Time 21:16.
This all reminds me a tale about the bored shepherd and the wolves...
Page 670. Time 21:49.
You are always seeking the best of the people...
Even when they hurt you, you want to remeber good.
I just can't let you fall into something like that again.
I've got to protect you. You are mine. Forever.
Page 682. Time 21:57.
This moment... The moment which could become our truth...
Has it been all lost forever..?
Raziel, you know the answer. There is no way back...
Page 691. Time 22:10.
Your world.. Forgive me.. For not being able to save it for you.
Page 709. Time 22:25.
Humans are weird things. They have weird bodies, that goes against the soul.
Will I ever be able to understand mine..?
I don't want to. I love you... Save me...
Guys... Why did you do all this? Why did you..?
Page 730. Time 22:42.
Necro, huh? Oh well.. I haven't seen his traces in Hell...
C'moon... I'm tired of this..
Daskete....
Page 751. Time 22:53.
Cool. Every word, every thought. He pointed it all the other way round...
Adding some of His words...
To see what you want to see.
To make believe what you want to believe.
To destroy the world of heaven... Piece of shit...
If only I could face him again.
But crap.. it's all so filthy.
DASKETE!!!
Page 782. Time 23:21.
We quarelled again. Kill me.
I don't understand this. I'm always wrong...
MINK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Answer me...
Page 857. Time 23:37.
You stayed strong. Even when everything was down. For me...
And I... I am so...
Stop it. Time to come back.
It's goona be a new world.
I promise you.
I love you. My Angel.
Time 23:50.
It's over. The Hell is over. Forever.
Love and beauty. Nothing more from this on.
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Комментарии (1):
Page 507.
Дань, я жалею об этом очень сильно и ты знаешь(( надеюсь сейчас мои прошлые ошибки уже не имеют значения? ведь мы живем настоящим и будущим..так ведь?:-*
Page 514.
Ты же прекрасно знаешь, что он врал и обманывал всех и слава Богу, что ты смог открыть мне глаза, и я увидела, как все на самом деле...и поэтому спасибо за это, и спасибо за то, что ты у меня есть)
Page 528.
ну тут я и сама не помню)
Page 532.
действительно, я знаю, что наивная и потому-то мне и нужен ты, чтобы защищать от таких ошибок)
А про него..кто знает...неизвестно была ли в его словах правда, хоть капля...даже смешно...а ведь скольких людей удалось одурачить..могу только похлопать...первого апреля ему бы не было равных...
Page 545.
я люблю тебя ^^
Page 564.
*молчит, так как не знает что сказать*
Page 578.
что-то не помню, а что я написала тогда?=)
Page 580.
Потому-то я и люблю тебя, потому что ты - это ты^_^_^
Page 591.
Главное, что все уже позади...и больше не прийдется страдать...
Page 607.
Хорошие слова=)
Page 614.
мм? Тигренок?^^Кстати тоже вариант..)))
Page 622.
Мы со всем справимся!
Page 623.
Мне тоже....
Page 670.
Твоя..навсегда...:-[
Page 682.
чет не поняло...а со там было?
Page 691.
мы найдем его..ты же пообещал что поможешь?)
Page 709.
И я тебя люблю, ты не один ^_^_^
Page 730.
ha?
Page 751.
не догнала, это о чем?
Page 782.
Смотрите во всех лучших кинотеатрах, "Минк возвращается и открывает истину"))
Page 857.
Вместе мы самые сильные*I came back*
Time 23:50.
Как хорошо, что хорошо кончается..надеюсь больше не прийдется это вспоминать, давай двигаться вперед, на встречу будущему, светлому будущему;)
Дань, я жалею об этом очень сильно и ты знаешь(( надеюсь сейчас мои прошлые ошибки уже не имеют значения? ведь мы живем настоящим и будущим..так ведь?:-*
Page 514.
Ты же прекрасно знаешь, что он врал и обманывал всех и слава Богу, что ты смог открыть мне глаза, и я увидела, как все на самом деле...и поэтому спасибо за это, и спасибо за то, что ты у меня есть)
Page 528.
ну тут я и сама не помню)
Page 532.
действительно, я знаю, что наивная и потому-то мне и нужен ты, чтобы защищать от таких ошибок)
А про него..кто знает...неизвестно была ли в его словах правда, хоть капля...даже смешно...а ведь скольких людей удалось одурачить..могу только похлопать...первого апреля ему бы не было равных...
Page 545.
я люблю тебя ^^
Page 564.
*молчит, так как не знает что сказать*
Page 578.
что-то не помню, а что я написала тогда?=)
Page 580.
Потому-то я и люблю тебя, потому что ты - это ты^_^_^
Page 591.
Главное, что все уже позади...и больше не прийдется страдать...
Page 607.
Хорошие слова=)
Page 614.
мм? Тигренок?^^Кстати тоже вариант..)))
Page 622.
Мы со всем справимся!
Page 623.
Мне тоже....
Page 670.
Твоя..навсегда...:-[
Page 682.
чет не поняло...а со там было?
Page 691.
мы найдем его..ты же пообещал что поможешь?)
Page 709.
И я тебя люблю, ты не один ^_^_^
Page 730.
ha?
Page 751.
не догнала, это о чем?
Page 782.
Смотрите во всех лучших кинотеатрах, "Минк возвращается и открывает истину"))
Page 857.
Вместе мы самые сильные*I came back*
Time 23:50.
Как хорошо, что хорошо кончается..надеюсь больше не прийдется это вспоминать, давай двигаться вперед, на встречу будущему, светлому будущему;)
Akuma_Karas
12-04-2008-17:40
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Малышка.. А я тебя люблю)
:-* :-[
:-* :-[
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