The gentle feeling of distortion and lost reality. Just at the moment when you are going to die, somebody close of you looks up at you and says that your death will be just a relief. And then you don't want to die anymore... You don't want anything at all... And you stop posing and come back to suffer more.

All the past, all the words of the worst days come back. Just another rain, another time, but feelings are the same... Yeah, it's cool. Having no tears is fun. It's wonderful, when the demons fighting inside you can barely leave a shadow on your peaceful face. People stare at you, laughing and shouting at you, your weakness, just because you hide your emotions. Just because of the lost faith long ago...
And they wonder why you don't love your relatives. They are ready to ask it everyday and feel a relief over and over again... Because there is someone who is worse than them. They can cover there own sins under the shadow of bigger ones, like yours...

And you are to seek for the only answer...
Why is a broken heart considered to be cold?

@music: Tiziano Ferro - Sere Nere
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