Damn it! It's painful again. How many times do we have to fall and crash our bones to pieces just to get up after that, collect them and walk on once more..? Beasts of hatred and evil surround your body, tear your flesh... But don't kill.
They don't touch your rotting heart, they just eat you slowly, watching you suffer after the fall, so you could feel it... And the longer you stay on the ground, hoping to die, the more pain is running through you. And so finally you understand, it's just a matter of time, when you start moving, trying to heal the wounds and live on.
They can't kill you, cause of the shining love inside you...
And that's why death is easier. Death is not painful. That is why death is nothing but merely a delusion after all this.

Strange. It was so peaceful there, on the top... That I've almost forgot how to.. exist.

Get up... Get up! They are waiting for you. And not only them. Your angel still needs you....
[[[GET UP!!!]]]

P.S. Damn... I'm starting to feel ashamed that you read all this, angel... Something I really wanted to hide deep inside...

@music: City Sleeps - Another Day
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