Настроение сейчас - screw everybody

The hell with relationships. They are useless anyway. And being in one doesn't make me happy. It makes me nervous, tired, angry and sad. I wanted to be a workaholic and that's the only thing I wanted to be. So why the fuck did this fall on me? These fucking complications, compromises (only from my side of course). Yeah, everybody wants to love and to be loved and blah-blah. But I don't know people who really have this in the perfect way. Maybe it's me who don't want to reconcile with some stuff but I really don't see the point. Because in the end it is me who have ro make compromises, not we both.  And it doesn't fucking work for me this way. Because yeah, of course it's 100% normal to say that it's wrong to try to change the person because you should love him/her the way he/she is (speaking about yourself sure) and than just try to change smb else because he/she just doesn't suit your expectations. Of course you should wait the right attitude towards you but to have the same attitude towards others...?  Nooo, why?

Again, I hate people. Screw the previous entry. I truly hate them. 

And this pink notion that love is thу main thing is bullshit. In the end we see that people have this fucking detailed picture of the person who they want to see beside them and if you don't suit you have only two options: to change or to get the hell out of there. It doesn't matter if you are kind, smart and etc. It doesn't matter if you have psychological baggage.. No one cares. Just be this perfect fucking person. It's the only way. I prefer to be the fucking lonely workaholic and still be myself than to bow and scrape before the stupid chauvinistic views.