I just need to write smth. I don't really have anything to write about so I'll just blabber. 

Summer! It's good to be living in summer. Nothing has really happened to me recently but it is simply good.

I'm quitting one of my jobs. It's time to say goodbye to Soyuz. I am really glad that I've worked there. It's really encouraging to finally find out that there are places in this universe where I can feel that I belong. Makes me think that maybe there are some more of them ;)

Future? Yep, that's always a problem for me. No fucking idea. So let's say I'll just be going with the tide.

What is this perfect model of living? For me of course. It's not to finally choose from the list of polar things It is this unbelievably hard to achieve balance.  It is not loneliness or being with smb but mix of both in right proportions. And for such a maximalist as me it was always impossible to understand but we all become wiser somehow. And I want to travel.. It is really the only thing that crosses my mind when I think about life. So I just need to find a job which requires a lot of travelling. Advice please?

I need a solid detailed plan. And future will be looking a little less fuzzy.