Настроение сейчас - is there any?
Throwing my life away as always. It has become some kind of a hobby, hasn't it? Yep, I don't have anyone to blame but myself. Turns out I just can't do anything properly. Whatever. If nobody cares why should I?
One morning made me think that it doesn't matter what I'll archieve in my life or what I won't achieve until I have the opportunity to watch the sun rising.
+ Of course my oxygen - music. Maybe for someone it is a pathetic existence but not for me.
It is just that I don't give a fuck about myself. If smth concerns another person.. really concerns. I will try. I will try hard until it really works. But for myself I won't do this because I just don't care for myself. AT DAMN ALL.
"Sometimes you have to get lost to be found". Maybe that? Or not)
