so, it has been a while, and I know that nobody uses LiveJournal anymore, so i guess that makes me uncool, and not very consistent at it either. so, um, some stuff happened. mom died, it sucks. I know I usually would post something more introspective about it, but it happened November 18th 2011 and i'm still processing it, so i'll get back to you on the whole introspective thing...
https://111.livejournal.com/48728.html