feeling homesick for the first time
it's still freezing
started worrying about university, i really really don't want any big problems, small i will handle
i'm tired of cold and constant misunderstandings
i'm tired of trying to explain things using hands
i'm tired of this sound of dripping water from this loose crane in our freezing bathroom
i'm tired that it takes 2 days for things to dry
i don't really know how to get our bedsheets washed cause they're more like blankets huge and thick
i want to go to Taipei badly, but i'm afraid to spend too much money cause i've already spent a fortune
i know i'm gonna miss milk tea and buying shoes for 400
i'm kinda tired of rice already and i know i'm laying too hard on these brownies i bought
i just want it to be warm again and to talk with my friends on skype but some still haven't registered there and the 5hr distance also prevents from communication

but luckily it's just homesickness and not acclimatization meaning physical discomfort, that i passed with flying colours