u think that u r for something better..
and u r so far from me now... even if u'll be close nearby,
u had become alien for me.. it happened when we had fallen into our lifes,
without of each other.. and only sometimes we reminded each other of our existance...
u hadn't cross the border.. and u abandoned me.
u think it'll be better.
i agree with your choice... it's hard, but i am.
but one note... u don't understand that u'v lost me.
lost me forever.
and may be ever at one good sunny day, u'll understand it, rapidly, like a flash in deepest sky..
and u'll sit down, anywhere u will be, and start crying. crying so hard so can cry a human,
who had lost the main love in his life...
u will cry because u ccould do nothing.. u won't even try to turn all back,
cause u will understand that u'd lost me. lost me forever.

i don't want to get any your reaction by these words, cause i know that u'll never read this post..
it is just an irony of bodom.....
it is a great pain, but i can't do nothing too. it is your choice, it is your life.
i am only the episode... the episode that had changed all your life.
u r an episode too.
and now i become really unhappy. and u too.
and u'v stolen a chance to became ever happy, stolen it from me and from u.
u'll understand it, ever.
but.. late.