what's going on again, andersson?
can u ask urself this question?

but the answer is simple. and i can say it's really not good.
fukkin season of demotivation.
again.. |:
everything seems to go in right way, but... smth is wrong, sure.. sure!
yep, i feel it.

it loox much alike everything is allright and willbe so eternally.
funny, right?
not.

i know how less should happen to turn everything into another direction.
what did u say? paranoia? no. not in this case.
just my life experience.
anyway im becomin the primitive ameba, a working planctone which worx the whole it time and can do nothing else.
scary? yep.
i stay in some depressive state again.
is it fall? perhaps.
no clients. no material work, nothing intersting.
but im very lazy.
i play PW again.
and i'd like to meet my friends IRL but it's too lazy for me to leave my cave one time more than i need.
WHAT THE HELL?
it is demotivation. and now i can't understand why had it happened - was it the result of my desease or im just tired of all this shit surrounding again...
even although i'v found a girlfriend (she's very pretty i should ssay!)i can't stay i feel harmony or so on.
i'd like to hide from all this world (except a very few interesting for me ppl)
i wanna do nothing.
just to exist. =/
WTF?

do i need to leave this state or it could be a good exprience for me again?
ehhh... smthh tells me no one could answer this question for me. except me.
fuck...
well, now i wanna sleep..
may be i just need to sleep more than 6h a day, how do u think, andersson, huh?