I just wanna say good bye, Dissappear with no one knowing
I dont wanna live this lie, smiling to the world unknowing
I dont want you to try, you've done enough to keep me going
i'll be fine, I'll be fine, i'll be fine for the very last time

Shortly:

1) I the leader at  the concert  `n`  it`s necessary to lern a lot of words! And the main thing that wondering `n` annoying me  that there was not any rehearsal . We(Lika `n` I) have to be in dresses (аа HELP ME!!)!It`s open  `n` so all my cuts open too -it` s a terrible show not for nervous people `n` there `ll be a lot of them...

2)P has left with unknown stupid girl at my eyes. Firstly he  waited for her for a long time while it gathere `n`  they went away together... I there nearly haven`t burst into tears ... cauz of it I cut hands again, there is a lot of blood... I know that I promised,but the  soul hurts and I can`t stop myself! It would be time to understand already to some people that it`s silly to reproach me with it! U incite me against yourselves! My life, my hands..

3) Alex doesn`t come-it is visible absolutely a lot of work! I understand, but is all the same very insulting!

 4)Cauz of trials with the script has not come on a meeting and the friend has taken offence at me! It it is a pity to me.

5) That I would do if at thinking was not my sister-emo Polly! I`m grateful to her for all very much! TODAY such dreadful day and if not her...

6) I Understand, that I again select people for dialogue! Has included the list of rigid requirements... I `ll disclose it only to 3 people...