Up and down. In and out.

On the whole, it looks like a bad dream. It doesn't mean that it's bad per se. Quite the contrary, it pretends to be a miracle, bringing so much happiness and pacification. But to touch upon the surface, isn't for what it seems. It is a bundle of lovely phantoms and exaggerated details indeed.

Living in contrasts. Days go by. Happy-frustrated life.

It's overwhelming pressure. But, unfortunately, i can't block this out or simply turn back. Because it's smth that I was lookig for.

Fucking medal. I don't need i, so why should I overtire and waste my time????