I feel kinda odd right now. I really hope this will pass though.

I feel like I can never forgive the person who was so close to me yet would hurt me like that physically and emotionally by saying I was in need to exercise, with no sense of fashion and that people would look at my funny, and talk about me, that I would embarrass that person. I thought I was past that but every once in a while I'm reminded of it all. I'm not sure I will ever forget. How I hope that I would. That person appologized a lot and felt bad and all, and probably would never do that now, but I still can't forget completely... This nightmare won't go away... Yet another night I can't sleep and I cry...