The other day I was in pain, physical... nothing I could do and painkillers didn't work. He felt bad for me but wanted to play games second day in a row and faintly offered to cancel but ended up going anyhow. He appologised for it after but what's the use appologising to a person whom you've stabbed with a long sharp knife one week ago.. by accident.
I met with my best-friend. There I met this guy I used to know a while back. He changed...
My friend keeps reminding that I have a boyfriend... But that man was but a dream to me... An island of dreams in my sea of sorrow. Cannot I have even that?
But in reality you can keep that man, and the island and the dreams. My only dream is to go ice-skating, get hugs and phone calls from HIM. Damn him and bless his soul.
I feel like getting drunk so that I can't feel anymore but it's too early right now.