today I've seen a dream... A dream of loosing and finding and about happines...
There were two strange feelings... When you can see but can't touch and take it and you know THAT belonged to you...shit...unbearable... good riddance ! you say... go outside and find smth really yours... and you won't ever let it go ...
then you wake up... and all those feelings disappear except for that god damn pain in back!!! it's not that bad but irritating... my body declared a war against me to remind me of a phisycal pain maybe...
wanna feel easy... what is wrong with all of us?
I m sorry but there s no point in talking to you... get rid of you all...
don't see the light...or don't want to