13/05/06.
01.20
We do not know what our world is. So, how can we pretend to be the Kings of the Planet then?
The human – is the King of nature. But do we really are? How can we..? If we do not even know what our world is? What are we? What is life? What is the light? What is the darkness? What is God? What is death?..
“The darkness is death. We can speak, but we are not heard, we can scream, but they turn their backs. We can run, but we cannot catch them. It is the dream, where arms and legs won’t work the way they should and the air is too thick to breathe. Loved ones walk a mile ahead, forgetting to stop as we fall behind. This is the reality of the darkness. We are buried alive inside ourselves”.
Isn’t this the truth?

Truth hurts. But we do not want to be hurt. This is the reality of ourselves. We do not want to know the truth. And that is why we have forgotten “how is that – to think?”, “how is that – to live wide-open-eyes?”, “how is that – to be the Kings of our own world”…
But we had known it – just when we’d been born, we’d been created, we’d been made up by… and we do not remember, we do not know “whom”…

Have you ever noticed that people never look at the sky?
Sky – is eternity. And we never watch it… any more.

“To take the darkness into one’s heart the one has to get blind, to break off with the light of life”.
Who can understand it? I can. Who wants to know, to see, to get it? I want. But who else?

                                     We can never cognize the light, until we haven’t cognized the dark.
                                                               But no-one wants to be hurt.

                                                                                  I want to cognize the darkness.

But how can I, if the human being has already destroyed all kinds of connection with the truth ages ago?
And that are WE, who affirm with confidence that the human – is the King of the world!

This world isn’t my place. The world, where we have deprived ourselves of the truth just because of our self-confidence, our laziness, our stupidity and our cowardice. This isn’t my place.
I would better find myself in hell, rather than live screwing up my eyes, in falsehood.
In vain…
We have already proved that the human isn’t worth being considered to be the King.
No-one knows anything about real darkness – its truth. I am going to.

                                                     Welcome to Hell.

                                  Welcome to Silent Hill of my #13 room.
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