Its another rainy day..
Very cold outside..
But i am sooo happy..today talk with my daddy)), played with him warcraft.
Enjoyed this time. You know, sometimes he yells at me, when i am doing something wrong..First time it was really frustrating ..But now..think i got used with it)) But tsss....Don't tell him)))Think i just now much more confident in his love for me)))Even he yells i know he wants just the best for us, for me...(well i hope its so)..
We talk today about friendship with ex'es..He told me that he is still in touch with his exgirlfriends..and told them about us being together..
Well i was thinking about this, like i got used for last 5-6 years, you know psycologist's way to think..
How can we be friends with the person you loved?..i mean really !! loved..Not just some sort of flirt, or passion, or sex...
well i think it will depend on way of breaking off the relations..Sometimes when they both understand that love is gone..then i can believe in such of friendship...
But when one of them still loves?
I think it would be a sort of sado-mazo relations..To hear from your ex-, whom you still love that he has new girlfriend..or even to see her photoes..It would make me crazy..But think i would be still curious)))"The curiosity kills the cat))"Its about me, i am that cat..lol..Even if would hurt me i would be interested in my ex- life and relation( if i would love him)..
And another thing I realised is that I just cannt imagine we are not together with Randy...its just impossible)))..Science fiction..