В колонках играет - Slipknot- People=ShitНастроение сейчас - Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck FuckDepression...fuck, why do I let the world push me fuckin' around?! I fuckin' hate every single fucking assfucker who has ever pushed me around. Suicide is my only escape, I'm sorry for all of you who I have offended or fucked them up. Life for me is over, nobody is human to me , not even those I love, not even her...
That's it, people. Vsyo u menya zghizn' v polnom huye. Ne mogu dazghe dumat' o tom kak eti zasransi ya nazivayu druzyami (ya ne pro vas, ya pro drugih druzei) mogli tak menya predat'.Nachnu s nachala:
Ya poshel na ulitsu na skeite pokatatsya i vstretil svoyego druga Miki i mi pokatalis' na skeitah naverno chas dva a potom prisoyediyalis' Boris i Henry (drugiye druzya) mi katalis' na skeitah i durachilis' a potom oni menya tolknuli pryamo v luzghu i smeyalis'. Poshol doma pereodevat'sya i prishel obratno Miki stoit odin i govorit shto Henry i Boris ushli i ostavili svoi skeit bord i mi dolzghni bili ego dat' yemu no on ne hotel priiti i vzat' yego. Ya ushol domoi i poyel i zvonil Miki on skazal shto on ne hochet igrat' seichas tak-kak on hotel otdohnut', nu nemnogo proskochu:
Ya prishel na dvor i tam bili patsani iz 7-ogo klassa amerikanskogo klassa kotoriye menya nenavidyat a kak-raz mne pohui. Oni menya obzivali i ya ih takzghe a potom Miki prishel i nachal takzghe menya obzivat' i unizghat' pered vsemi. Primerno tak:
Ben: "Miki, aren't these fuckers getting on your---"
Miki: "Shut the fuck up, Ben, you stupid asshole"
Ben: nothing
A potom on skazal shto idyot kurit' so vsemi vos'miklassnikami i skazal shto menya tam ne hotyat. Ya govoryu " What? Are you guys gonna smoke weed?"
Byot mne po golovu pered vsemi i govorit " Go the fuck home, you american fuck."
Ben: "Why the fuck should I? What the fuck did I do to you?"
On menya beryot za gorlo i dushit vedyot v ugol i govorit " Don't you ever fuckin' say that in front of like 50 people EVER. I'll talk to you later." Nu ya zvonyu yemu naverno 2 chasa spustya i on govorit
Ben: " Hey Miki when you're done you can come over to my house, OK?"
Miki: "No."
Ben: Why?"
Miki: Cuz I don't want to, you asshole."
I vsyo, Brosil trubku. I teper' ya sizghu i slushayu Slipknot i Byus' golovoi ob stenu, i dumayu pochemu ya zghivu? Mozgh mne prosto ubiit' sebya?
A teper' moi stih:
Traitor ( Predatel')
There aren't any real friends
There's just a bunch of assholes who try to deceive you
With no warning the "friendship" ends
And same damn fuck you told your secrets to
Fuckin walks outta the room
Like he's the king of the world
Wanna load a gun and "BOOM!"
And then I said goodbye to the world
Leave the earth for wherever I'm supposed to
Go with noone left to trust
But the traitor of God