В колонках играет - Chris Brown Feat. Juelz Santana- Run It (RemiX)
Настроение сейчас - WHHHAAAAT!?

guess whose back? yeah man...

okay, so i haven't written in a long time but i might be back just cause i have time on my hands

В колонках играет - Red Hot Chili Peppers- Otherside

Events of the past
Things I have passed
So many memories
And none that'll last
I have some much to forget
And too much space to fill
Summer outside that window
Fall in my soul
Spring in my eyes
But Winter's in my heart
I can count on the fingers
Of one of my hands
The times at night
I haven't thought about my friends
Leaving on a plane
As perfection fades away
Hands in front of my face
Awake till the brake of day

В колонках играет - Days of the New- Shelf in the Room
Настроение сейчас - Okay

Will you die for me
Cuz sure as hell I'd die for you
If you want a reason
I'll name a few
So is there a way for me to explain
Or should I just say that I'm insane?
Well, let me start, with this I Love You
And normally that's hard to say
But in this case, I guess it's nothing new
I seem to fall to easily and I get up too slowly
Is there any doubt
Is there any way out
I'm doing what I was born to do
And that's why I stand here
Like a slave on his knees
Trying to explain everything to you.
You're a hopeless cause
I dumb subliminal bitch
Under the surface
You're all talons and claws
Inner beast of mine
two different sides to this demon
And only one common reason
And that's me!
SO I'M A PAWN TO THIS GAME
I'M JUST A WAY TO ENTERTAIN
YOU'RE SICK,DISGUSTING SOUL FETISH
AND I'M JUST A TOY
AND I'LL ALWAYS BE THE DECOY
SET TO THE MELODY OF ORGASM
AND TO THE FLOW OF SEX
TREATED LIKE A SICK ORGANISM
AND THAT'S EXACTLY WHAT I AM
A NERVOUS WRECK!

В колонках играет - Slipknot- The Nameless
Настроение сейчас - kool

Dancing words of illusions in the past
I sit here in a dumbstruck daze
And my troubles seem to fade to null
As they all get lost in the purple haze
Hands tied behind your back,
Legs battered and bruised,
Face twisted in pain
From the weapons you used
Bloody knives at your feet,
Flowers tossed in your hair
Tears on your cheeks
Anger burns through your stare
My way of living is tarnished
My own life is a joke
Though I thought this was love
Now I want is to CHOKE!
LET ME BURN IN YOUR EYES!
LET ME EAT ALL YOUR LIES!
HOLD MY WRISTS TILL THEY BLEED
TILL MY PETRIFIED SOUL
BEATEN TO A BLOODY MASS
CANNOT STAND ANY MORE AND PATIENTLY DIES!

В колонках играет - Slipknot-The Nameless

Chapter 3.

When I got back to the house I immediately went to Sid's room/study where he sleeped, listened to music, mixed and chilled. I walked into the room and saw him packin his records and turntables into a duffel bag."What about Hairy Mary's, man? Who's gonna DJ when you're gone?", I asked as I sat back into an armchair. "I got some up-and-comer to do it. DJ Firestarter of something like that," Said Sid still packing, now folding the band's new jumpsuit and his masks into the duffel. I felt bored and grabbed and kicked back and closed my eyes. As I thought about my past, and my upcoming future. I, Simon "Deezy" Detsel, am living a pretty good life. I smiled to myself.

В колонках играет - Stone Sour- Inside The Cynic
Настроение сейчас - Calm as a Hindu cow

Chapter2.

As long as I had known Slipknot as the metal group from my hometown, I never really had any fear of talking to them. I had always just hung out with them like they were close friends, and that is what they were, close friends. As I walked through the streets of this city that I had loved and hated for so long, the silence of my thoughts was destroyed by the ringing of a cellphone in my pocket. I reached ni and read thescreen which read Corey. I flipped the phone opened and said, "Yo, Corey, what's up?", with a casual tone of voice and kicked a rock into a sewer grate as I walked. "Not much, Sid's looking for you though, kid, and you should have something to eat, because I've got some news...", said the voice of Slipknot and Stone Sour's vocalist with a slight hint of sleepiness. I answered quickly, "What's going on, man, don't leave me hanging!", Corey answered, calm as ever,"We're going on tour again, man. In Europe. We're starting in Amsterdam, Holland, and we'repretty much moving down towards Italy and up to Russia, we might get some free time in the middle to chill and rest, maybe in like Greece or something". "Shit, dude, are you serious, Europe's cool", I answered with excitement in my voice. "Yeah , but get home to Sid, you gotta get your shit packed we leave in like a week or two". "You don't have to tell me twice, man. I'm running already, see you later", I answered. "Yeah, see you". I snapped my phone shut and ran towards Sid's house. Europe. I wonder how that'll turn out...

В колонках играет - SlipKnoT- Everything Ends
Настроение сейчас - COOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOL!

Chapter 1.

Through the vale of a dream I awoke to the sound of wind rapping the branches of the trees against my window. My eyes opened quickly and I quickly looked around my room. It was dark but I could see the band posters on the walls, the poems scribbled in Sharpie ink on the blank parts of the wall, the stereo speakers in the corners of my room and my BC Rich Warlock guitar with a Marshall amp next to my bed. I was sweating profusely. I probably had a nightmare or something. I immediately looked at the clock. It Read 6:30 AM in the neon green numbers that I was used to seeing. I groaned and slid out of bed. I grabbed my KoRn tee-shirt and pulled on a pair of baggy Diesel jeans with ripped legs. I walked to the closet and pulled on a sweatshirt with the words "Black Magic" written in Olde Gothic English letters. I walked into the bathroom and looked in the mirror. My shoulder-length black hair was a mess and my eyes were still swollen after just waking up> I opened the medicine cabinet and pulled out a jar of blue hair-gel and a can of AXE Africa. I decided against gelling my hair but I combed it and sprayed the AXE on my body. I brushed my teeth and rinsed and put cold water on my face. It felt refreshing and I gasped at the touch of the freezing water splashing against my skin. I grabbed my Oakleys off of the windowsill and put them on. i turned on the lights in my room and walked out of the bathroom. I walked to my wardrobe cabinet and grabbed my iPod and wallet and put them in my pockets. Iwent onto all fours and reached around under my bed. When I found what I was looking for I pulled my 6-inch switchblade out and put it in my pocket as well. "Okay, now I got some time to burn", I said to myself and walked down out of my room turning off the lights and walking downstairs to the kitchen. "Shit, I'm hungry, I feel like cereal", I said and grabbed a box of Corn Flakes out of the cupboard. I opened the fridge and grabbed the milk and poured it into a bowl and ate my cereal. Then when I was done putting my dishes into the sink I pulled on my skateshoes and walked outside. I pulled My iPod out of my pocket and started listening to music. I turned on "People = Shit" by SlipKnoT and began to sing along to the words. "Come on down, and see the idiot right here, too fucked to beg and not afraid to care, what's the matter with calamity anyway? Right? Get the fuck out of my face, understand that I can't feel anything It isn't like I wanna sift in the decay, I feel like a wound Like I've got a fucking gun against my head, you live when I'm dead!", I whispered to myself as I walked the empty streets of Des Moines, Iowa. I've lived here for pretty much my whole life and I'm getting bored as hell here, too. So much was wrong with the fact that I was a 18-year old guy with an obsession with metal who lived in Des Moines, Iowa and has never really been out of the city. I've seen, spoken and hung out with the guys with SlipKnoT and they said that this is exactly how they were. They offered me a job as a roadie, working with SlipKnoT when they were on tour. My dad said no, but I packed my bags and went with them anyway, it was a blast. Corey, Sid, Joey, Mick, James, Craig, Paul, Shawn and Chris were great guys to hang out with and they threw the best afterparties. They must've taken a likeing for me because when the tour ended, Sid offered me a place with him in Des Moines. I accepted seeing as my dad would kill me if he ever found me again. Sid and I got along fine. I fit in with pretty much the whole band and they never had anything against me. We liked pretty much the same music, except for Sid who liked Hip-Hop and Techno. When it came to music though, Sid was indifferent, he would headbang with me to Metallica and Lamb Of God and I would chill and sit back when he listened to the Beastie Boys. As I walked the streets at the crack of dawn and listened to my favorite band I looked back on my life in retrospect.

В колонках играет - Red Hot Chili Peppers- Scar Tissue
Настроение сейчас - Fine

Iwill fight back people,so don't you worry I'll just keep on livin' the life I'm leadin'...

В колонках играет - Red Hot Chili Peppers- Scar Tissue
Настроение сейчас - Fine

Iwill fight back people,so don't you worry I'll just keep on livin' the life I'm leadin'...

В колонках играет - Slipknot- Vermilion pt.2
Настроение сейчас - Bored, Bored

Understand me and live, miss my point and you'll be another person left in the dust of my dreams...

I seem to be happier now that school is over and I don't know why. I am bored almost every minute of it and now I am bored without it. If you want phrases that are easy to understand, I'll give you one: WHATEVER, MAN!

В колонках играет - ICP- FUCK THE WORLD
Настроение сейчас - ecstacy happy!

YES!!!!!!!!! I'm free for three months!!!!! FUCK SCHOOL!!!!!!!! I'M SO FUCKIN' FREE!!

В колонках играет - Kid Rock- American Bad Ass
Настроение сейчас - Depression

I'm depressed...how about you?

В колонках играет - Stone Sour- Get Inside
Настроение сейчас - adReNALIN!!!!

Zdrasti, lyudi! Dolgo ne pisal, prosto prishol shtobi skazat' Ya vas ne zabiil! vrode bi vsyo

В колонках играет - Stone Sour- Bother
Настроение сейчас - chyo-to rasslablenoye

I am the fucked up one out of us all
United we stand, Alone I will fall
Ladies and gentlemen, come and see the idiot
He stands alone for nothing he has left the Earth
And when he wakes up
Oh yes when he wakes up
He will be in for the beating
Of about a million angry assholes
Cannot stand the names, he's ready to snap
And then the jackass spits into God's lap
Maybe the lack of faith and nerve
Of the kinks he has worked out of his system
Will help his cause, the one of respect
Maybe now the fool's ambition is a prospect
I know these roads like the back of my gun
"Click...." a distant death rattle stuck on my temple
I don't want this responsibilty, I am not one of nobility
I stand on the passport control to Infinity
And beyond there is nothing but black
And now me and my friends, the army, and Satan
Live through the X-Ray we see what is true
Goddamn, I'm sick and tired of living off the tablescraps
And now the frame of government must COLLAPSE!


Nu...kak? Ladies and Gentlemen, Ya bi hotel vam pokazat; svoyu pes'nyu vrode "People=Shit". U nas vsyo v shkole prohodilo za isklyucheniem mal'chika kotoromu slomli pozvonochnik. Bedniiy, da esho u menya poo lit-re 5

В колонках играет - Stone Sour- Orchids

Hello, my followers and the for the ones who hate me, FUCK YOU!!!

Nu zdrasti moi lyubimiye. Ya nashol yesho gruupu dlya lyubitelei Gruupi SlipKnoT (znayu neskol'ko iz nih v moyom klasse ;) ). Vokalist Corey Taylor iz SlipKnoT-a prezghde chem kak stal sumashedshiim vokalistom dlya SlipKnoTa igral v gruupe s gitaristom SlipKnoT-a James Root po nazvaniyu "Stone Sour". oni igrali v kluubah i nachali sobrat' poklonnikov no Corey ushol v SlipKnoT i god spustya james Root sledom za nim poshol. No Stone Sour yesho ne umer. Corey Taylor i James Root nachali igrat' v Stone Sour vo vremya otdiha mzgdu turami. Oni nachali sobirat' pesni i vskore oni vipustili svoi al'bom "Stone Sour" s pes'nyami kotoriye tak rezko menyayutsya:
"Inhale", "Inside The Cynic", "Omega"(kotoraya predstavlyayet soboi Corey taylor chitayushii napissani im stih), "Orchids", "Blue Study", "Get Inside", "Take A number".
Poslushaite, ya rekomendiruyu temkto lyubyat SlipKnoT, Nine Inch Nails, KoRn, i gruupi takogo namereniya.

В колонках играет - SlipKnoT-Skin Ticket
Настроение сейчас - KrUtoye

nu lyudi novosti dlya vas! Vokalist gruupi Capgun Suicide i moi druug Henry Valo pochital moyi stihi i sprosil yesli yemu mozghno ih spet' dlya gruupi!! Vot tak ya budu professiyonal'nim songwriter-om! Ili mne prosto eto idea prikalivayet. Vot moya novaya pes'nya "Curse Words for The Deaf":

Curse words For the Deaf

Whoa, Start off with the fact that life is fucked
And there's no limit to the dicks it's sucked
Life that is. Why do we live in a realm ruled by breath
If we say Live life do we say Die Death
I don't know about you but I just don't give a fuck
And not dying at the hands of a murderer? Just beginner's luck.
Curse words for the deaf, and life lines for the dead
Pick up lines for the loners who can't get it through their head
This is for you!
Can't stand the way you look at me
Sporadic violence happens eventually
Go down to the roots of your animal instincts
And see the fucks who lie until you're extinct
Chich chich cha ching let the cash register ring
Another one falls under the spell of hearing me sing
I ain't like that, don't roll like that
Don't like this shit? Return it the hell back!



Eto yesho ne vsyo na ya prosto vchera nachal yego pisat' kak vam?

В колонках играет - SlipKnoT- Pulse Of The Maggots
Настроение сейчас - AdReNALIN!!!!

Kak ne mozghno lyubit' etu gruupu kogda u nih liriki takiye:
This is the year where hope fails you
The test subjects run the experiments
And the bastard you know, is the hero you hate
But cohesing is possible if we strive
Theres no reason, theres no lesson
No time like the present, tell me right now
What have you got to lose, what have you got to lose
Except your soul... Who's with us?!

I fight for the unconventional
My right, and its unconditional
I can only, be as real as i can
The disadvantage is
I never knew the plan
This isnt just the way to be a martyr
I cant, walk alone any longer
I fight, for the ones who cant fight
And if I lose, at least I tried

We-we are the new diabolic
We-we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We-we are the pulse of the maggots

I won't-be the inconsequential
I won't-be the wasted potential
I can make it-as severe as I can
Until you realize
You'll never take a stand
It isn't, just a one-sided version
We've dealt, with a manic subversion
I won't, let the truth be perverted
And I won't leave another victim deserted

We-we are the new diabolic
We-we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
Wewe are the pulse of the maggots

Do you understand? (yes)(x4)

Say it again say it again (we won't die) (x8)

We fight til no one can fight us
We live, and no one can stop us
We pull when we're pushed too far
And the advantages is
The bottom line is
We never, had to fight in the first place
We only, had to spit back at their face
We won't, walk alone any longer
What doesn't kill us only makes us stronger

We-we are the new diabolic
We-we are the bitter bucolic
If I have to give my life you can have it
We-we are the pulse of the maggots

Do you understand (yes)(x4)

Say it again say it again (we won't die)(x4)



Here we go again, motherfucker

Come on down, and see the idiot right here
Too fucked to beg and not afraid to care
What's the matter with calamity anyway?
Right? Get the fuck outta my face
Understand that i can't feel anything
It isn't like I wanna sift through the decay
I feel like a wound, like I got a fuckin'
Gun against my head, you live when I'm dead

One more time, mother fucker

Everybody hates me now, so fuck it
Blood's on my face and my hands, and I
Don't know why, I'm not afraid to cry
But that's none of your business
Whose life is it? Get it? See it? Feel it? Eat it?
Spin it around so i can spit in its face
I wanna leave without a trace
Cause I don't wanna die in this place

People = Shit (x4)
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit

It never stops - you can't be everything to everyone
Contagion I'm sitting at the side of Satan
What do you want from me?
They never told me the failure I was meant to be
Overdo it - don't tell me you blew it
Stop your bitchin' and fight your way through it
I'M - NOT - LIKE - YOU - I - JUST - FUCK - UP

C'mon mother fucker, everybody has to die
C'mon mother fucker, everybody has to die

People = Shit (x13)
People = Shit (Whatcha gonna do?)
People = Shit (Cuz I am not afraid of you)
People = Shit (I'm everything you'll never be)
People = Shit

В колонках играет - Slipknot- Pulse Of The Maggots

www.justacity.fastbb.ru Zahodite NAROD! klasniy foruum!!!!

В колонках играет - Slipknot- People=Shit
Настроение сейчас - Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck Fuck

Depression...fuck, why do I let the world push me fuckin' around?! I fuckin' hate every single fucking assfucker who has ever pushed me around. Suicide is my only escape, I'm sorry for all of you who I have offended or fucked them up. Life for me is over, nobody is human to me , not even those I love, not even her...

That's it, people. Vsyo u menya zghizn' v polnom huye. Ne mogu dazghe dumat' o tom kak eti zasransi ya nazivayu druzyami (ya ne pro vas, ya pro drugih druzei) mogli tak menya predat'.Nachnu s nachala:

Ya poshel na ulitsu na skeite pokatatsya i vstretil svoyego druga Miki i mi pokatalis' na skeitah naverno chas dva a potom prisoyediyalis' Boris i Henry (drugiye druzya) mi katalis' na skeitah i durachilis' a potom oni menya tolknuli pryamo v luzghu i smeyalis'. Poshol doma pereodevat'sya i prishel obratno Miki stoit odin i govorit shto Henry i Boris ushli i ostavili svoi skeit bord i mi dolzghni bili ego dat' yemu no on ne hotel priiti i vzat' yego. Ya ushol domoi i poyel i zvonil Miki on skazal shto on ne hochet igrat' seichas tak-kak on hotel otdohnut', nu nemnogo proskochu:
Ya prishel na dvor i tam bili patsani iz 7-ogo klassa amerikanskogo klassa kotoriye menya nenavidyat a kak-raz mne pohui. Oni menya obzivali i ya ih takzghe a potom Miki prishel i nachal takzghe menya obzivat' i unizghat' pered vsemi. Primerno tak:
Ben: "Miki, aren't these fuckers getting on your---"
Miki: "Shut the fuck up, Ben, you stupid asshole"
Ben: nothing
A potom on skazal shto idyot kurit' so vsemi vos'miklassnikami i skazal shto menya tam ne hotyat. Ya govoryu " What? Are you guys gonna smoke weed?"
Byot mne po golovu pered vsemi i govorit " Go the fuck home, you american fuck."
Ben: "Why the fuck should I? What the fuck did I do to you?"
On menya beryot za gorlo i dushit vedyot v ugol i govorit " Don't you ever fuckin' say that in front of like 50 people EVER. I'll talk to you later." Nu ya zvonyu yemu naverno 2 chasa spustya i on govorit
Ben: " Hey Miki when you're done you can come over to my house, OK?"
Miki: "No."
Ben: Why?"
Miki: Cuz I don't want to, you asshole."
I vsyo, Brosil trubku. I teper' ya sizghu i slushayu Slipknot i Byus' golovoi ob stenu, i dumayu pochemu ya zghivu? Mozgh mne prosto ubiit' sebya?

A teper' moi stih:

Traitor ( Predatel')

There aren't any real friends
There's just a bunch of assholes who try to deceive you
With no warning the "friendship" ends
And same damn fuck you told your secrets to
Fuckin walks outta the room
Like he's the king of the world
Wanna load a gun and "BOOM!"
And then I said goodbye to the world
Leave the earth for wherever I'm supposed to
Go with noone left to trust
But the traitor of God

В колонках играет - Slipknot- Wait And Bleed
Настроение сейчас - норма

Привет люди!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
У меня сегодня хорошее настроение потому что у меня день прошёл вроде-бы на хорошо. Ну, а Кристина Л. (Crazy_Candy)оказалась в депресняке по Тимеё Не волнуйся Кристина все будет хорошо!