It's been kind of slow today, and I am falling asleep.
Strange that it can be so quiet after a bank holiday weekend..
It has been the rainiest weather I can remember, really horrible and unpleasant both Saturday and Sunday.
Luckily I have not planned anything. Ended up spending Saturday at Stef's, had lots of fois gras and delicious sweet wine, it felt like some kind of celebration. Kids played together well, and we just relaxed.
I got quite a few things done, learned some new techniques in Photoshop, edited all office and Mary's photos.
Every time I feel that there is so much more to do.. It's both frustrating and motivating at the same time.
Yuri has been waking up at night and really early in the morning, so I am quite tired. I will be glad when I can get undisturbed sleep every single night.
I will be taking more pictures tomorrow, really excited as I got asked about it, we need CRMs portraits for the client portal, so more excuses to practice photography at work.
Harry is annoying as usual. We have such a strange home life these days. Negativity is pouring out of him, whenever he opens his mouth, I wish he did not speak to me - in that case it would have been a peaceful existence of 2 people who have become strangers, but have a child together… Yet he still thinks he has the right to criticize, "make suggestions" and demand things to be done certain way. I am resisting much more, but at times I give in. His anger and rudeness have reduced, but are still there.. It's quite disgusting, but I don't think about it. Photography and new dreams are occupying my mind, so it's easier then it's ever been to switch off.
What worried me is that Yuri complained that Harry hurt him. I have no idea what happened, but Yuri seemed distressed. And then he told me that he does not like Harry, and that he only loves me. Poor Yuri has to be in the middle of it, but once we separate completely, he'll only witness peace and happiness with me.