I am very worried about my health, last week's weakness has come as a complete shock to me..
Just a week ago I was so full of energy, started increasing the amount of daily exercise etc.. And then I felt like I have no strength at all, neither physical nor mental.. Have I overstretched myself? My body has clearly sent a signal that I needed to slow down. I felt so weak and helpless.. Could not work, so got the courage to say that I need to go home. I stayed in bed, Tuesday afternoon, Wednesday and Friday all day. Took it easy on Saturday.. Did take the risk yesterday and still went to Steph T new place and met Steph a on the way back.. It was OK at the end.. I am feeling a bit more like my normal self, but something is not quite right and I can't describe it really.. A bit of dizziness, and funny sensations my head.. I wish I knew what to do.
Exercises in "change your life in 7 days" should hopefully come handy.. Amazing how sometimes the right book comes to you at the right time.

I have stopped everything.. I do little physical activity, and I am taking a break from self-learning. I am just reading the Scott Kelby's book, and memorising some of the cool tricks that will make my pictures look like professional work.
And, the big thing is - I ordered my new Nikon on Saturday, it should arrive soon! I still have a few things that I will need, but I've revised my project plan, and have a list of everything.. Trying to be organized.. Not too hard so far.

I just need to make sure that I am well again.. Otherwise all the plans will go into the drain.
Harry's presence really annoys me. I told him to give me peace.. He's been quite a lot better.. He bought food and cleaned this weekend, he took Yuri to the park and he pretty much left me alone.. But I am still disgusted by him.. I can't stand him touching me or demanding things from me (which he still does without realising it). I am annoyed that divorce is not progressing at all. I've recent the papers again of Friday, hopefully it will at least start moving after that.