I am still feeling good and full of energy. Yuri is happy every evening and just plays in the living room and laughs, and we all laugh together.
Last night Harry said that he may loose his job… His boss hinted that there was nothing for him to do there, as they are not busy.
Harry said if he looses his job, he will start his own business, doing property development.
We'll see, whatever happens is for the better. External events should not affect my happiness, thought there might be new changes and situations that I would have to adapt to. I know that the past will not repeat itself, I would not let it.
Harry knows that if he does not behave, I would not hesitate leaving him. This time he is more dependant on me in every way, and if he wants to keep our marriage, he needs to be careful.
In any way, I am not thinking about this anymore.
Harry ordered an expensive flat-screen TV, it arrived today. I had to rush home from the office to accept the delivery, but I did not even have to wait, the guy was already there when I arrived. So now we'll start watching movies at home, it will be fun.
I am really enjoying getting things for my sister's baby.. For Yuri I had no clue what to buy, I just let other people give us things.. But now it's different, not only I know what is necessary, I also know where to get it and what is the right price to pay, so I am getting all this nice things at a reasonable price, and it just feels very exciting. I am sure she will love it all!
I will surely do this if I have another baby.. But for now my little future nephew/niece is almost like my own child.