Look at how far behind in this diary I am! How silly of me!! Well, it's not like anyone actually reads my puny little diary anyway, but that's okie.


Well, let's see........ I have a boyfriend now, named Kevin [who lives a half-hour away from me I might add >.<]. We've been together for almost 3 months and I must confess of how much I love him. No one has any idea, and I've given up trying to explain my feelings because first of all I can't... the feeling is indescribable. The things he says, the way he treats me, how understanding and patient and caring and loving and silly and cute and adorable he is, is so amazing I'm lost for words. Second is that whenever I try to, I can tell no one really believes me. They think it's "puppy love", a cute relationship and nothing more. Well fuck you all, none of you know anything really. No one can get inside my head. The thing? Kevin's in love with me too. Like, he is completely.


Let's see, what else? Karla's doing okie, I hate Paul, Shadow and Revan broke up but she's hoping they'll get back together soon, my grades are alright, the kitties are wonderful.... Life overall is good. Which is strange for me to say. lol And it's almost CHRISTMAS!!! And I get to see Kevin on Saturday and Sunday! WOOHOOO!!!!!


Other than that, there really isn't anything new going on. I'm becoming more depressed I think, but thank you to the gods Kevin's helping me and he just got off pills for being depressed this summer, so he understands. See? He's amazing.


I leave you now with some pictures

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me with my one and only, Kevin <3


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me and Shadow at school

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me and Bruce in The Cage