WeeeeeeeeeeeeeeEEEeeeeeeeeeee

Words cannot describe what I feel for Matt. When I'm with him.... it's not even like I forget about everything else, it's that when I'm with him there is nothing else. There's no pain or loss or death or hurting or lying or anything. It's just him and me, and he makes he feel so good. I don't have to pretend AT ALL when I'm with him. It's so refreshing to be with someone who actually makes me feel good about myself. =D


Well, we saw Sky High today which was better than I had originally anticipated. And seeing it with Matt made it that much better ^.^ Blehhh, I don't even know what to write.... I've just been sooooo HAPPY lately it's amazing!!!!! I haven't felt this amount of happiness in.... gosh...... 4 years. WOOHOO!!!!


It occured to me after we dropped off Matt from making a trip to Arby's just how much I care about him. It's like... BAH!!!! It's like I want to be there for him always, and I never want to see him hurt. I think I made him feel bad tonight.... We were talking about sex and stuff and well.... It hurt me so much to think that I hurt him or said something I shouldn't have, or said something in such a way to make him feel bad. =[ It's okie that he has a past, I do too. I love him no matter what <3


meep.... I'm being too quiet on the phone. I'll end the entry here :)