Matt's thee fuckin' greatest guy in the entire world. Omg omg omg omg omgggg!!!1!!!1!!! I've been hurt, crushed, threatened, intimidated, lied to (multiple times), cheated on (if you count it literally), used, and maniplulated long enough. I love Matt. I don't want to say that because it may result in my complete and total destruction. But ya know what? I don't care.
I can't believe it. I met someone who cares about me and will actually listen to my problems on a deep, emotional level. He wants to help me. Actually help ME get over things.
He called me sweetie ^.^
But but!!! Matt is soooo great from what I can tell. I can't believe I found him. And he's right.... if he makes me happy then screw all else. I'm gonna throw myself into his arms and know that he'll catch me. And if something should happen, then at least I had that incredible bliss of a time when I had him.
Ya, seriously..... I want to *punch* him sometimes because he makes me smile so damn much. He's incredible. I can only hope that I can give him the same kind of love, security, hope, safety, and happiness that he gives me. I don't care that my mom and dad say I can't date. Damnit, I'm Matt's girlfriend. And I don't care if I'm only 15 and therefore "don't know what love is". This is NOT some puppy-dog love. He makes me feel so good, like nothing bad will ever happen to me again and if it should so happen he'll stop it right in its tracks and beat it down.
I've never felt this way when with a guy. I really can't phantom why he cares so much about me as well....
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My boyfriend is the fucking BEST in the world
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