Levy (Matt L.) still hasn't talked to me at all since Saturday night when I told him that Matt and I are together. It's getting kind of pointless, because I don't really care if he calls me or not. If he thinks he's punishing me, he isn't. Ya he's my friend and all but he had no right to be that pissed at me. He has a girlfriend, he's had sex with her. And all through that whole ordeal I was supportive and listened to him and told him how happy I was that he found her. But can Levy do that for me? Can he suck up whatever jealousy he may have and be my friend? Can he even have the decensy to call me and say he overreated and that he shouldn't have hung up on me? No. He can have a girlfriend and do things with her, but I can't have a boyfriend. Okie, Levy....


Matt and I went to the mall last night. It rocked. Mostly we just walked around in cirlces, holding hands or hugging the other close by the waist. We talked too, and went to the store he works at and played some games. He won, of course. Which was not nice -.- lol But the cool thing was that when we kissed and his tongue entered my mouth (okie, a little graphic) I actually felt something. Some happiness to be with him. With Revan it felt wrong and I was always intimidated by him, with Levy I liked him but I guess only as a friend so I didn't like it as much. But with Matt it was like... woah, this is the way a kiss should be like. hehe


Umm, that's it pretty much. LEAVE ME COMMENTS CUZ YOU LOVE ME!!! :)