I love Facebook, don't get me wrong. But something about "status updates" that's making me think like that- in random status updates. I am not sure if I like it or not. But I better change my diary name from Pink Dreams to Random thoughts! LOL.... For example:

I think I am going to sell my soul to sushi and file bankrupt after: most of my cash goes to Japanese Gods of Sushi. Is it good? Is it bad? Am I going to be poor? Am I going to get Mercury poisoning from all the fish I consume? Am I going to ever get tired of it? Sushi makes me happy- therefore I continue to consume it.

Guys. Sex. Relationship. Screw it all. I have this void inside of me, and none of the above can full fill it. Even sushi. I made a decision to give up sex. WHOA! Hold your horses, I meant sex on the first date and drinking until I black out. That's been a problem lately. When I wake up I am not sure at which point I passed out exactly. Was it with his cock in my mouth or someplace else? What did we do last night at all??!! This intense genitals rubbing when you don't even remember it is really unpleasant. I feel I am disconnecting from myself. This partying got to stop.

This all is really screwed up! The worst is I am reaching out to someone whom I hurt very badly once. Seeking redemption? Or is it Karma?

Why am I over analizing? Everything.