Music: Corey Taylor - "Bother"
Mood: AAAA!!!!!

hey.....

Wish I was too dead to cry
My self-affliction fades
Stones to throw at my creator
Masochists to which I cater
You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

Wish I was too dead to care
If indeed I cared at all
Never had a voice to protest
So you fed me shit to digest
I wish I had a reason;
my flaws are open season
For this, I gave up trying
One good turn deserves my dying

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds


Wish I'd died instead of lived
A zombie hides my face
Shell forgotten
with its memories
Diaries left
with cryptic entries

And you don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on,
I won't let go 'til it bleeds

You don't need to bother;
I don't need to be
I'll keep slipping farther
But once I hold on:
I'll never live down my deceit

eta pesnya otrajaet moe sostoyanie...chto vnutri, chto snaruji.... vse zaebalo...esche raz ya ponyala , chto nikomu v etom mire doveryat' nel'zya - razrushat tvoe doverie v odno mgnovenie....i nel'zya nikogo lubit' - ostanesh'sya s nojom i millionom igolok v serdce.....vse, moe serdce stalo almaznim bulijnikom....mojet i budu proyavlyat' kakie-to znaki vnimaniya, no vot polubit'..ne smogu, navernoe, nikogda.... vsegda tak, kogda jizn' razvorachivaut na 180 gradusov....nenaviju sebya za eto...

i esche raz izvini, chto nou tut, kak obichno...

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She'll never trust me again....Neither will I...