I've just talked to her...she's like a wind...can be nice, loving and kind at one moment & cold+hard at another... i don't know what i feel 4 her..i don't know if i want to feel that... maybe it's just hormons... but then y everytime i see her online, or i see ner in real life, my heart begins to jump madly in my chest..i want to hug her..she's so sweet... i know, that's strange..a sweet goth...she's a real one...the type that scares ppl at the streets...she's so fuckin' special...she says that she's evil, naughty & so on..yeah, she really is..sometimes..but real her is sweet & kind...i'm afraid of my own feelings...man, what's happening to me??!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!.................