went to a friend's apt for a seder last night. after so many years of being an atheist and not following any religious traditions, it's hard to take them seriously. we went through the motions but none of us really cared about what we said or why. plus at that point we already went through 3 bottles of wine and had as much ahead. kind of sad that we don't really have traditions to pass on to our children. starye zabyli, novye ne vyuchili.