Free write

He died of broken heart. literally. My friend D had a congestive heart failure and there was a funeral over the weekend. My husband went but I did not go. I know Noone will come to my funeral either. I do not care. He was a good guy. He was loved by many. Kids loved him because he was a Santa Clause on children's gatherings many years in a row. And, unfortunately congestive heart failure does not discriminate. My dog succumbed to it in 2018. D was a biker and he loved a good ride, a glass of beer and good food. People die right and left and I will die too. Fly high, my friend

The big problem for Egyptian pyramids are robbers. I have been reading some books on the Ancient Egypt Art, Architecture, and things like that. Robbers. Big things are robbers. The reason we can look at some of the art things from the Ancient Egypt right now is that the tombs were not robbed by the criminals. Or actually like in the case of the decorated cobra which is one of my favorites--they left it behind because they did not see it. People loot tombs, houses, everything. When my grandparents died, people started breaking into the windows, and stealing everything--pictures, clothes, paintings, old vinyl's, old radiolas. Why do they need all that sentimental stuff. Oh yes, they stole Orthodox icons too. Someone's grief is someone's chance eto rob.

The pagans were astonished. When the Christianity was set with the sword and fire, the pagans were astonished and did not want to give up.They tried to keep their gods no matter what. They believed in Yarilo, the Sun god, Perun--the god of the lightning and the thunder,  Veles and so on. But their vassals wanted them to be Christians and it was impossible for them. They did not want to change their way of life so they tried to outsmart Vladimir. They pretended they were Christians but at night they used to run to their svjatilishcha and worshipped their gods. Later, one religion started to merge into another and finally the Christianity won but Orthodoxy has a lot of pagan rituals that were embedded into the new religion and stayed there. Most people do not even realize that.

Your life is a total disaster

you are like a moppet master

you committed a proverbial sin

you thought you could win

the judges are getting upset

the sun did not rise only set

you worship your gods

but they are dead

you are good son but you are bad dad

you've been trying to catch shadows

but you catch nothing

you like to live joyfully but you keep suffering

so full of contradictions

unnecessary additions

young man

comeback to workforce!

ride you camel ride your horse!

Stop chasing your ghosts and look into reality

you are so lost

but you are live in vanity.