Hey Drujok!
I hope you're having the best time in heaven. I wanted to let you know that I climbed up a ladder to bring you this ball. You forgot your favorite ball, but I have it with me, keeping it safe and sound. It’s the same ball you loved to chase around the yard, the one we spent countless hours playing with. I remember how your eyes would light up every time I threw it, and you'd sprint after it with all your energy, your tail wagging furiously.
I miss our playtimes and all the joy you brought into my life. The way you'd nuzzle the ball back to me, eager for another round, always brought a smile to my face. You had this incredible way of making every moment special, turning ordinary days into extraordinary ones with your boundless enthusiasm and love.
I know you're running free and happy now, in endless fields of green, where the sun always shines and there are always friends to play with. Heaven must be the perfect place for you, with all the space to run and plenty of balls to chase. Just remember, every time you catch a ball up there, I’m thinking of you and all the joy you brought into my life.
Until we meet again, keep chasing those heavenly balls and having fun. Know that you're always in my heart, and our memories together will forever be cherished. You were more than just a pet; you were my best friend, my confidant, and my source of endless happiness.
With all my love,
Your Human"
No matter how much you cry you won't come back,
That sadness in the glance will no longer be lost,
That forever I will look up to the sky
looking for a sign, that wont come.
That until my last breath, I will always have that vacuum in my chest that no one will fill,
That everyone else can forget you, but I'll never.
How many times I'll ask myself why you had to leave and there will never be an answer.
What many will tell me stop suffering after time, but for me this pain will follow like the first moment of your departure.
That everyone will go on with their lives, as if nothing happened, while mine has totally and radically changed.
What my strength is in thinking that every day that passes is one day less to find you again.
And that I've learned to smile, even when a tear comes to my eyes, it's about to fall.
I will not look at you again how before, and I will miss your barks and your tender looks
It's hard to understand, but all of this already assimilated my head.
The real problem is that I still don't know when your absence will stop hurting me. 
колько бы вы ни плакали, вы не вернетесь,
Грусть во взгляде больше не исчезнет,
Я вечно буду смотреть в небо
в поисках знака, который не придет.
До последнего вздоха в моей груди всегда будет пустота, которую никто не заполнит,
Все остальные могут забыть тебя, но я - никогда.
Сколько раз я буду спрашивать себя, почему ты ушла, и никогда не найду ответа.
Многие скажут мне, что со временем страдания прекратятся, но для меня эта боль будет следовать за тобой, как в первый момент твоего ухода.
Что все будут продолжать жить своей жизнью, как будто ничего не произошло, в то время как моя полностью и радикально изменилась.
Моя сила в том, что каждый прошедший день - это на один день меньше, чтобы снова найти тебя.
И что я научилась улыбаться, даже когда на глаза наворачивается слеза, которая вот-вот упадет.
Я больше не буду смотреть на тебя, как раньше, и мне будет не хватать твоего лая и нежных взглядов.
Это трудно понять, но все это уже уложилось в моей голове.
Настоящая проблема в том, что я до сих пор не знаю, когда твое отсутствие перестанет причинять мне боль. 😢
