guess I need someone to hold me for a while, it's so damn cold in my room. and I still have some beer in the bottle. it's cold too, but I think I'll finish it nonetheless. there's nothing to lose, anyway, I still won't be able to get warmer, so it won't hurt that bad.
still have no idea what to do to stay awake for at least eight more hours. maybe reading fanfiction will help, idnk.