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20 November, 2008

Yo.

I haven't heard from you for 'bout a year, and if you wanna know, does it make me happy or sad, well... it makes me happy. Out of the theme now? Let's just go back to the begining.

So. I suppose, you didn't even think of me, did you?  Good boy, I didn't think of you either. Mmm... Well, not very often, I mean. Kind of lier? What am I writing 'bout? Holly shit.

The only reason, I can separate now from others is actually LIE. Spoild all. Get my point? Surely, you don't, you're still those stupid ass, as you were earlier. Here I'll make an explanation.

How much truth do you think I told you? 50%, 60%, 74%? Oh, dear, not even half of my words was truthful. I have never been lost in forest, never tried to kill myself, etc. Just joking. Over and over.

Why? May be I felt proud of myself, making you burst into tears, into laughing, jealous, whenever I wanted? Do you think, I'm such a moron? Yes? No? Yes?

I really am.  

Here I was, along in that horrible town, completely twisted on you. What had I to do than? Don't be cruel, there is no punishment for playing with love. I'm the one, who lost at the end. Ironically. How could it happen?

Was I just fucking your brain after all? I think, I was.

Well, you won't ever read it anyway.