I don't have friends. Any more... Don't have and never had a lover. I've lost my sister, somewhere to the world. And now I'm losing my mind.

What else can I say? What else can I do?

I call myself an artist, but I can't even transform all these staff to some kind of art form.

I lost my ability to express myself.I used to express myself to the friends lately, but I don't have them anymore. There is really REALLY no one left out there. Not a single person that I would be comfortably go to. I'm alone. I cannot share with anyone from now. That's how it is now. That's how I live now.