I don't fucking speak with anybody. My home is a kingdom of silence and lonliness. When I come out of my hole to the day light, I have some thoughts, but I can't produce sounds - they just like don't wanna come out of me.

And this is fucking disturbing me. Because I'm already not sociable enough, - so moreover I become more like some crazy stupid antisocial nun. Fuck...fuck fuck fuck this world and hole bloody society. Bastards. Hate them all. Starting with right here.