А я сижу в своей темнице.
Одна...вокруг книги,полки,пыль.
Окна, там за ними метель,темнота,поезда.
Иногда ко мне залетают птички и что-то весело щебечут.
Я улыбаюсь,кричу,шучу.
Так только мне.
Все быстро пройдет,сгорит,забуду.
Сегодня будут бары,клубы,ночь.
И девушки,алкоголь,друзья.
Главное все время смеяться.
Дальше обида,отпустить,простить.
Написать на руке Я Настя.
Я могу все!
Только я знаю,что я могу.
Голубые глаза,тишина, белое платье, радость, красные руки, пока )

Blue
The color was for you
Despite none of your eyes being blue
Just like the ocean
When it’s green
Full of gasoline
I saw you grin at me.
Your smiles I can’t believe in
Understand
The dress was white.
It needed to be white
And I hope you understand why
I needed sex and alcohol
Cause when I fell, I fell in
Black. A big black inner hole
I didn’t even see the sides
The light in the end was so far
And it was
Red
All is red now
The sky is red, the water is red,
All is red now
The grass is red, the stone is red, the sand is red,
All is red now
My hands are red, my feet are red, my hair is red, my eyes are red,
All is red now
Yellow
Sweet and dangerous yellow
Did I wear the color of shame ?
Could I just swallow all this rain ?
Purple was the rain.
And what’s the purpose of this lane ?
Will I be insane again ?
And find our home empty ?
Empty like my brain.
Empty cause I’m the idiot of this train
Idiocy is my pride, cause I forgive
I forgive the unforgiven
I give more than I get
And with a single black pen, I paint in color
I paint in red
Red
All is red now
The sky is red, the water is red,
All is red now
The grass is red, the stone is red, the sand is red,
All is red now
My hands are red, my feet are red, my hair is red, my eyes are red,
All is red now
Now
We are travelling
Inside
Out of our minds
Now
We are travelling
So far
Away from home
The dress was white.
It needed to be white