i've changed

usa for uk

and everything i like is starting to change

my bad days have change

i deserve luck and happiness and sun and flowers and smiles

i really deserve to forget just a lil bit about my crashed plans and to be happy

happiness seems to be loneliness and i am so tired to repeat it for myself day by day cuz i really forget how it is to be a couple

i've became cruel and cold,fuckin cold,and people see these things in me,cuz i push away everybody near me,and i do not want to help myself to love people,to be in love

and here my new plans start to crush too