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[ All About all ] 06-04-2008 13:25 к комментариям - к полной версии - понравилось!


Brain takes a holydayz!

Me too.

I just tired of back-kissing to everybody at school I hate to take a good grades.

It's a politic to every organisation.

They tell us to be honest, just good nice word, but they ment us to be hypocrisy.

And every day I have to go at this freakshow, look at their eyes, which ment to be "honest",

"diligent". Write papers and pages of bullshit in which I don't believe myself.
 
Just to take a good mark. Every day. Nobody cares about what I mean, feel, think. I must write like everybody, the same way. Positive and.... fake.
No realism, no facts, just positive teenager's ideas.
Just like everyone.
And after this they want us to have our own individuality.
Enough.
Weekand.
Perfect weekand with my boyfriend, fun, stuff and so on.
With my own feelings and thoughts I can speak about for hours and nobody will care that I don't think positive.
Hard music, tea, book....that's all I need now.
Tomorrow war for good grades and description will start again.
Toworrow, but not now.
My dreams in the tomorros, but yersteday I died.... xD
naive people xD
 
P.S. Life takes the same rounds again and again, no differanse. I wanna be myself. Human's Thougtless-
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Unconcious 06-04-2008-17:37 удалить
shit, it's really sucks. So, aren't any of your teachers care about you, or they want you just to be a soulless robot, which does everything, that they want to? It's really awful.. But, on the other side, the most time of our lives we have to "obey" someone, because we have to survive in some way. The main thing - is not to lose ur individuality, and be yourself every second of ur life. Hey, is your boyfriend from Russia, too, or he's norwegian?
Jane-Lane 06-04-2008-19:17 удалить
Unconcious, Like in every organisation we have the standard, you know. It's a commonplace. They ment us to work unimaginatively. But If we work unimaginatively, it does no differance and we don't work about our future personality. I think, school and other educational organisations must help us with formulation our individuality too. 'Cause their jobb is to teach, give education, HELP to formulare right our thoughts and meanings, show us how we should write in on a snandard form by do NOT losing individuality with it. It's important. They have to help us grow up right way. But they don't care and all they use to do is a making money on us by the standard way they use to teach. They are not humans. They just read all from the paper, and you have to understand. But it's deaficult, 'cause they don't undearstand it theyselves and they can't tell the sense to us. All they do is going to work, seting the whole work day with a cupof koffee and reading from the books, that I can do by myself better. After this they take their money ang go home to relaxe and don't think about us. Education in Norway is really SUCKS! 'Cause in Russia teachers care not about money ( they don't get it anyways), they care about a do their jobb as good as well, just to help people to be a person and make a good society of them, that they can be proud later. they bring to us their souls and time. But not in Norway. My boyfriend is norwagian. But he has his own menings, thoughts and standards. he didn't lost his individuality at all like everyone else in this counntry. He is alive. he has a soul and brain. This is the way I like him. Course, he is much more than this description, but it will be the offtop if I'll begin to tell how wonderful he is on this topic xD
Unconcious 06-04-2008-20:13 удалить
Jane-Lane, yeah, just as i thought. Well, have you thought about distant education? Or maybe personal education. By the way, i'm sure there are a lot of teachers from ex-USSR, that work in your city. Because learning can't be productive without human relations, it's just a waste of time and money.. Oh, i'm sure, he's just great, and fits to you perfectly. You're lucky, very lucky. So, as i understood, Norwegia is not the best place to make lots of friends, yeah? =))
Jane-Lane 06-04-2008-20:25 удалить
Unconcious, Boy, It's a system. System of a downs xD Teachers from ex-USSR teach only norwagian. I'd like to learn normal russian leterature, math and so on. 'cause in norway I learn the same I learned in Russia in 5th class. In Norway, You'll get a lot of friends if you are norwagian, love to play fotball and drink coca cola, use a brown cream which makes your skin BROWWWWN, listenting trance and pop, use to go with jeans inside your socks and so on. But most of them call these pretty popular liars for friends. Fake friends. They are popular 'cause they are "pretty" on their standards. But appearance is not forever. They can't think, they can't hold the discussion or talking. They know nothing. They are empty and not interesting. Better have 1-2 friends, than much of the broken dolls. it's the way i use to think.
Unconcious 06-04-2008-21:55 удалить
Jane-Lane, wait a second, and what about metal fans? As i know, Norwegia - is almost the capital of gothic and speed metal, there are a lot of famous bands there.. So, don't you know any of fans, fu**ing crazy freakin' people, which are the best friends you can ever imagine (as for me, of course) ? And, as you know, there are billions of "fake friends", jr, maybe, even "fake people" everywhere in europe. Hey, kick their asses and let them go away from you, they are nothing. Sorry, but i can't imagine, that there are so many idiots, like them in ur country.. I hope, you have good friends there..)) Hey, it's so easy to learn russian literature in other country.. You can just buy books, or use E-Books.. I think, you know, what exatly authors are "classics", do you? ))


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