Sun is shining and I can think about eveything not concerning my problem. Today we had some at family lunch. As usual my sister was sitting facing the beach while I was opposite her. And again her eyes rolled and enlighted by some kind of enthusiasm. After waiting for several seconds I turned and saw two bodybuilders - who could doubt that! Two young guys with perfect shapes of the body with two old women..... We were making fun of them as usual, but I can still see in front of me that wild desire on my sisters face and I didn't know what to do but to ask myself - Am I able to buy love?

Several months ago I asked myself the same question and considered it as the most appropriate solution for myself... I am still thinking..

Am I able...?