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So, it happened. I have been waiting for this to happen for about 3 months. God’s gift to me allows me to move on. It is your wish and my wish has been granted.
After crying, having hysteria for hours long and thinking, I have nothing to look forward to in my life after you imposed benediction, on my sinned soul. I realised that, yes, you might be what a pulpit is to a lectern in a church. Or what elements are to an atom; without them it cannot be what it is but if it is reactive it can try to get rid of it.
My life has taken on a new stage. I will remember this day forever, but I guess that the only thing I have left are memories. Crazy things. Huh? You cannot touch them yet, they eat away at you and produce regrets, big, salty tears which make it crystal clear that you are not ok. But I am. I am not nothing without you.
I am nothing without who I am, what makes me; me. I thought that I couldn’t go on but, the truth is…en verite dire qiu, tu est ma raison d’etre mais…I am a better person now then before, I met you. All this pain was worth it. All of it. I am sorry that I hurt you, but I have also, hurt myself.
I don’t know what I will do in Moscow, if I will meet you, maybe, I shouldn’t, but it is not the focus point of my trip anymore, but most importantly, thank you.