Тут попросили написать страницу. А потом сказать кем была эта страница написана. Я писала просто от души, без мыслей, не задумываясь что пишу, а потому если хочется узнать о моих чувствах, то этот пост меня вполне опишет..

Write a page. How hard can that be was my first thought, but as I thought about it I could not figure out who was going to write this page: a high school student who wanted to get into a college no matter what or a girl who just wanted to be heard. I guess I will figure it out only after I am done writing.
My whole life I had to use some kinds of masks, even when I was a kid I was not supposed to talk to this person, quit doing this, stop doing so, etc. That is just how society is structured nowadays. People don’t want to see real you, they want to see something polite, something that follows the rules, or if you break a rule, you have to do it gracefully, so people will worship you anyway. I never understood why people judge others according to some kind of stereotype. If you are black – you are a in a gang, if you are American – you are stupid, if you are blonde – you are very stupid, if you are Asian – you are extremely smart, etc. And I don’t know why people have to create those boundaries. I am Jewish and Russian. The funny thing is my mother is Russian, and my father is Jewish. That may not seem like anything important, but in Israel nationality is determined by your mother’s nationality, in Russia by your fathers. So no matter where I go I am somewhat a stranger. And then, we moved to America. And I am still a stranger. Unbelievable. This country is supposed to be friendlier and more diverse than any other country in the world, but I often feel that most of what I see is fake: fake smiles, fake politeness and list of fakes that will be continued for the rest of my life. That is why my friends are not like that and me either. And I wish nobody was.
I guess it is obvious who was talking right now. It is me, who wants to do something with her life, someone who wants to do something to change how society is right now.